tomorrow is the performance.
just now we had a technical run and full dress rehearsal.
after the technical run, i went to where the alumni was seating, to hear their comments. ms lim mentioned that the choreographers are putting me in a difficult position because i am paired with lollipop whisky, who is a very good dancer with strong technique. she said that because of my wushu background, the disparity is very obvious compared to her.
my confidence immediately dropped and before the full dress rehearsal, i told myself to jump as high as i can, extend the lines as far as i can, point my toes as pointed as i can... and as i was to preoccupied with how i look on stage, i forgot one big chunk of movement... and i was very guilty. and apologetic towards my two choreographers.
and then i watched the video clip. i think i look ok leh... hers is her style and mine is my style... i dun think i lose to her too much leh... oh well... i think is very hard to achieve the dance feel, since my body is too wushu.
nvm lah, i shall just do my best for tomorrow. :)
