emo sunday post

feeling super emo now, not because tomorrow is the first day of term 2 after the one week of march holidays, but it's because i have to go to sungei gedong camp tomorrow for 3 weeks of reservist. 

no matter how tough the job of a teacher is right now, i still look forward to going to school everyday, to experience the different happenings that make my job so challenging yet interesting. and it is a great sense of achievement to me when i ended a day's work. 

but i really beg to differ when it comes to reservist. it sucks to be a key appointment holder, whereby majority of the people who come back for reservist are on a heck care mindset and they totally detest coming back, when they have work + family commitments out there. i am fighting a losing battle because i myself have work + family commitments, and i can totally understand their mentality. 

and what to do? i am still a key appointment holder, and i have my responsibilities as a key appointment holder. so i will just suck it up and execute my duties, hope everybody is safe and sound after 3 weeks of high key training, and everybody goes back home to hug their wife + gf + fiancee + mother. 

i will survive...

i will miss my colleagues and students during the next 3 weeks...


but most importantly...

i will miss my pillar of strength, my darling, my pu dou! 

happy 75th month anniversary, sorry for not spending the anniversary with you today, sorry for not celebrating your birthday on 4th april as i am stranded in camp. 

and i will wait for you to send me pics of pretty girls (ie yourself). hahahahaha.